Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Hard days at work.



I often find myself thinking of my baby throughout my work day. I wonder if she is crying, laughing, sleeping, eating or missing me at day care. She is so excited when I pick her up in the afternoon that she literally shakes with excitement. I remember when the boys were little and how I missed them each day I went to work but this is very different. I think it's being an experienced mother and knowing that this precious time doesn't last long. And just like with the boys, she too will grow up and have her own interest and friends. On several occasions I have left work early just to go pick her up and give her a hug and kiss. Allie is very affectionate and I couldn't be happier. I feel so complete when I am home and I see the boys playing with her and making her laugh. Motherhood is the best job in the world. I love my children deeply and passionately but this little girl has really showed me what that means.

I even find that I am more patient with the boys. They have turned into such great big brothers and I am so impressed at their "nurturing" abilities. Just the other day, Allie fell over something in the playroom and started to cry. Brian immediately scooped her up and he started to cry as well. He was so upset that she was hurt over his toys being in her way.

I thank God everyday for all he has blessed me with.